This journey began long before I realized my spiritual connection to the ancient sites on this planet. Since 6th grade I have been called to the Yucatan after learning about the people who lived there and the massive pyramids and structures that were left behind while the population seemingly disappeared over night with no clues as to where they had gone to.
While I was on an 88-day journey through the American Southwest in 2002, I began to have vivid dreams that told me about ancient people, the stars, and humanity. In one dream a Mayan grandfather appeared to me. He told me that the fall from consciousness was only from the height of a horse. It is as easy as standing up and climbing back up on that horse.. the fall has only been from the height of a horse, and in the bigger picture of the universe, that isn't far at all. Its just that we as a collective need to make the decision to do it.. to get back on that horse and ride it to freedom.
And so I began to study the energy of each day while living in the wild, out of a backpack, on a journey across the American Southwest. Through the deserts and down the Rio Grande....Along the way dreams came to guide me. Animals came to speak to me, visions appeared to me that showed me a new earth, anew and familiar way of living together...my curiosity of the world beyond what I could physically see was peeked.. and questions formed. I began to seek, wondering what this dream was really telling me, how do I stand and jump back on that horse? I stuck my straw into the universal milkshake of knowledge and I began my quest for the truth that would lead me to freedom.
This quest for freedom has led me on a journey across the US and back more than 13 times by car..and countless times by air... I have sought out many teachers and experiences... to break free from one's own limiting beliefs and mind doesn't seem as easy as just jumping on a horse. But perhaps in the story of humanity as a whole, this evolution will come more quickly than the number of years it has been since we have fallen. Each time I fall, I get back up...I searched for that freedom in the Mountains in Peru from the descendants of the Incas, the Islands and ancient sites in Greece..and just recently, Mexico.
I just returned from my first visit to the Yucatan in Mexico. I have been called here through dreams many many times. I am filled with light, delight, wonder, and inspiration. We traveled to the jungle where I connected with the plants and the land. We visited ancient temples and ancient sites. Each location that I visited, I was shown something new to help me break through the limits of my own mind and bring me closer to that freedom I have been seeking. Seeing beyond the ruins into the purpose of these temples..receiving insight as to ancient technologies..and being more fully and clearly guided by the ancestors.
I felt as though I were torn apart, all parts of my being devoured by the energy of the jaguar..to be spit out and birthed again in a new level of consciousness. Thousands and thousands of people travel all over to visit the ancient sites and to look..but there are more and more ropes that prevent us from getting closer and really experiencing these. We aren't allowed to climb the stairs up to the top of the pyramids. These have been closed to preserve the site, yet because of this we are not fully receiving all of the technology that these sites are offering.
What is it that the ancients wanted us to remember? I'd love to hear your thoughts ~